My Mother is unusually calm today--not that I'm saying she always rave every single day but she did not scold me upon seeing her obnoxious daughter sitting before the computer at such a late hour.
There is something "happily-anticipating" in her face. Her eyes seems bright, she's not smiling wide but she's not frowning either. Yep, I could see it. I could see right through her.

I wonder how my sister is doing in the hospital. She is to give birth to her first child any hour now. And my mother is excited deep inside. yes, that's what i could feel--her jumbled emotions inside, that's why she is unusual today.

Man, the geography report is killing me! I'm working my ass here before the computer and my eyes are ready to roll down in exhaustion. It is my fault I know, but I didn't know it could be so hard and heavy.

So here I am, surfing through the net and trying not to doze off on the desk. I want to sleep now but I'm pretty sure my mother is going to be wide awake the whole midnight. Anyway, she is asking me if I can go straight to the hospital after the classes. I don't know...I mean I don't know the way there.

Hmmm...*taps finger against the desk* any hour now, a certain room inside a certain hospital will soon be filled with the wailing cries of a newborn creature.

eek! my nephew...


zzzZZZZZZZ uurrmmm -_-; I'm cold and tired and stressed.